I don't know why (it's not really precipitated by anything that's happened on here recently) but I feel the need to get something niggling off my chest: It's my blog so this might be the best place.
Over the last few years on here, I regularly got stick for posting points for discussion and suggestions that would ultimately lead nowhere and (to some) seem pointless. I like to think aloud, I say. I enjoy discussing the practicalities of, for instance, creating a BX track day car, or making a BX WRC homage, but because I don't actually do it doesn't mean it's without merit in discussing. Anyone who knows me will know I do go off into a fantasy world sometimes. It's what I do for a living!
I was criticised and mocked for buying cars, saying this or that was the dog's and then selling it again a few months later. Well, on the face of it maybe that's justified. Case in point might be the 23k mile 16TGS auto I bought. It was to all intents and purposes like buying a new BX. But it didn't harmonise with my driving style. It was, dare I say, a little boring? So was I wrong to sell it on (it was offered to the BXC first)? OK I made some quids... but there you go.
As far as the 16v 'HVS' I had for a few months goes, I couldn't avoid selling it. In hindsight, I was over-enthusiastic about spending money on it early on and then moaned about losing so much when I sold it! I made a mistake. I feel bad about the rants I posted, some of which were too personal. I bear no ill-will to anyone involved - it's just the way the cookie crumbles sometimes.
I have in the past, mooted some plans that ultimately came to nought (but who doesn't do that?). Some ask(ed) what's the point in spending anything on a BX or finding 'my ideal BX' when all I do is sell it on. Well as far as the recent St. Tropez activity went (I kept it a week), it was an experiment - an opportunity to take - but pretty quickly I decided it wasn't for me... But I always meant well. As for accusations that I'd accept 'free stuff' for a BX that was then sold on very soon - therefore in some way insulting the gesture, I can only think of one instance - I was given some 16v badges. In fact, I send stuff out now and then for free, but it's generally free because I don't need it or it didn't cost me much in the first place lol!
But I sat down yesterday to start work and caught sight of the BXagon map I still have on my wall and realised there was something we did together which was worthwhile. We did raise over £5,000 for Cancer Research UK and we had a great time and the event did a lot to raise awareness of the BX within the CCC. (Thanks again to everyone who took part and thanks to those who supported the effort).
As a spin off, I am resigned to being (hardly reluctantly!) a BX owner for as long as it is practical. The GTi I have has been in my possession for 17 months now and as sure as I can be, will be with me for a lot longer.
Which brings me to end of this cringe-worthy self-justification. But I feel better for it. So onwards and upwards.
